This speaks to me:

I'm just a normal boy
That sank when I fell overboard
My ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore without
A lifevest I'd be stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
Like 14 miles away

Now floating up and down
I spin colliding into sound
Like whales beneith me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
Be

(Chorus)
I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion, yea
Let the rain of what I feel right now come down
Let the rain come down

Where is the coastguard I
Keep looking each direction
For a spotlight
Gimme something
I need something for protection
Maybe (couldn't understand) would do just fine
The (couldn't understand) left behind
I'm tredding for my life, believe me
How can I keep up this breathing

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
Within before the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed and floated into space

Chorus

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow, yea
Just to prove that I knew how, yea
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
Set front row in my need to fall
Into the ocean, end it all

Chorus

"Into the Ocean"- Blue October