Saturday, October 6, 2007

Step-Mother

It's absolutely the hardest thing I've ever had to do. To put so much effort into making sure time here is enjoyable, the hope that one day maybe...and then to be constantly reaffirmed that it's not good enough; it will never be good enough, no matter what I do...and to still put on a smile and pretend...It's just....so....difficult. Perhaps....one day....maybe...maybe

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

You will get your dream. Hang in there. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger (and more interesting). ;-)

SMOKING HOT GREAT BIG KNOCKERS! said...

Not sure what you are talking about (this time I will not assume LOL), but Theresa's advice is good. Things only happen for a reason! Hang in there!

xoxo

CloudyMentos said...

I bet she's talking about us!!!!


heheheh just kidding of course.
(dont shoot me!!!!!)

The Spare said...

No, not talking about you guys...I actually AM a step-mother. Not an easy job!

SMOKING HOT GREAT BIG KNOCKERS! said...

ohhh! you are a step mom? cool so you don't have to make a child. LOL just kidding. being a mom is a wonderful thing. Eventhough Theresa and Claudia would much rather be aunties because they borrow the child and return it! I on the other hand, would love to have two more children. It is just the labor and delivery part that I hate. good luck to you being a Mom. Don't consider yourself a stepmon, but more like the real deal. step mom sounds sounds evil to me! LOL and you seem to be a sweet girl, and maybe with a little temperament or attitude! just a little.
ciao!
xoxo